Love me for the bitch that I am

I'm a witch, a mother, the soon 2b ex of a lying cheat and I can still smile...shall we talk about girl power today?

Friday, May 05, 2006

And the plot thickens...


Well, we're in the final stretch now and I should have a couple of weeks left but since Kaanja hasn't turned yet (she's gotten cozy and has spent just about the entire pregnancy with her head at the top of my abdomen and her feet at my -you know what) and with my history of the babies heads getting stuck in my pelvis requiring forcep assistance, my doctor said if she doesn't turn this week or next week she'll schedule a c-section for the week after.

I thought I was scared before, this is more of a case of scared silly now. I keep singing "turn, baby turn!" to the tune of "burn, baby burn" while rubbing my tummy in circles hoping she'll get the hint lol. I can say proudly that I FINALLY gained some weight (I think) lol. We usually wait an average of 3 hours at each appointment so this time we decided to go eat after signing in and come back and it worked out perfect but I have to wonder if that's why I weighed in at 201 this time lol. I think it's just that she's gaining and I'm not because I'm eating, just not excessively.

We also had the 3D ultrasound scheduled for this past appointment but of course they couldn't do it because she's not only in breech position (feet first) but she's also facing my spine. We saw her toes wiggling, her feet and legs cross and uncross and that's about it. I was bummed out but now at least I still have seeing what she looks like to look forward to lol. I still think she's gonna look just like my daughter and I lol ;)

Oh yeah, I took a new/better pic of my tattoo that we'll have to edit once we know Kaanja's personality. I'm hoping I can add her on a cloud in the middle ;)